Friday, November 24, 2006
Take it all away
Is taking away my life worth it? My life has no meaning now. Everything seems so wrong. Every single bit of thing that’s got to do with my life is all wrong. Everything is turning its back on me. I really don’t know what my life is for.
I’ve worked hard in my life. But it seems that it’s never ending. Seems that the world is evolving around the very same thing. I’ve worked hard on something to find that I’ll be working even harder. Or even worse, that something or someone will turn its back on me despite everything I’ve done. If life is this, then it is so predictable. If you are born with hardship, most probably you’ll die with it. So what for go through life if you knew hardship will only come your way?
As I’m writing now, lightning started to flash around where I’m sitting. Maybe god is unhappy with what I said. But I’m really at the edge of nowhere. I don’t know what to do, where to start. People might say I’m still young, but I think I’ve seen a lot of what the world has offered me. I know what hardship means. I know how it feels to be cheated. I know how it feels to be neglected. I’ve had everything that’s bad in this world. I’ve been patient all my life.
There are just so many problems. I can’t take it anymore.
Maybe I should just stop being the good guy, be a bad guy instead. Leave all problems as it is. Never solve them. Leave them hanging. Because there’s never a reward for being good. I don’t care what you all will say. I don’t care anymore.
Fashionably Satisfied;@12:26 PM
Friday, November 10, 2006
Picture Paints a Thousand Words
Picture paints a thousand words
Hey guys i'm back. I guess i have too much to say now, it's been a while since i last blog. And i'm too lazy to type too much. So posting pictures is better. It is not only faster and easier, it paints more words and meaning. There goes the saying: Picture paints a thousand words.Recently, i went out for dinner with two of my ITE buddies. Azroy said to me, you don't miss that person till he or she is not there. Well that is so surprising coming from him, but i somehow agree. I kinda miss my ITE days where fun is an everyday thing. Now, everyone has moved on with their lives, and my friend here, Ismail (he's the most HANDSOME guy in those pictures), is going for his National Service in December. So gonna miss his lame jokes. So these pictures below will be his last days of freedom. Can't wait to see him get rid of his "Sarajambo tail" and await his coming soon new-look botak.
I'm joining an Amazing Race with my classmates soon. Any advice on how to cheat in a race? I'm desperate to win lah.
Till then, see you guys around.
Fashionably Satisfied;@2:03 PM
