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February 2007

Take it all away

Is taking away my life worth it? My life has no meaning now. Everything seems so wrong. Every single bit of thing that’s got to do with my life is all wrong. Everything is turning its back on me. I really don’t know what my life is for.

I’ve worked hard in my life. But it seems that it’s never ending. Seems that the world is evolving around the very same thing. I’ve worked hard on something to find that I’ll be working even harder. Or even worse, that something or someone will turn its back on me despite everything I’ve done. If life is this, then it is so predictable. If you are born with hardship, most probably you’ll die with it. So what for go through life if you knew hardship will only come your way?

As I’m writing now, lightning started to flash around where I’m sitting. Maybe god is unhappy with what I said. But I’m really at the edge of nowhere. I don’t know what to do, where to start. People might say I’m still young, but I think I’ve seen a lot of what the world has offered me. I know what hardship means. I know how it feels to be cheated. I know how it feels to be neglected. I’ve had everything that’s bad in this world. I’ve been patient all my life.

There are just so many problems. I can’t take it anymore.

Maybe I should just stop being the good guy, be a bad guy instead. Leave all problems as it is. Never solve them. Leave them hanging. Because there’s never a reward for being good. I don’t care what you all will say. I don’t care anymore.